99 Cent II Diptychon Andreas Gursky
I would like to make a tribute to the dopp kit that I threw into the trash this afternoon.
It was given to me by Melissa Wortzman for my Bar Mitzvah. It was monogrammed with my name on it. I used it from the ages of thirteen up until now, at 28.
I travelled everywhere with it. If I was traveling it was with me. Israel when I was sixteen. England when I was nineteen. Backpacking Europe when I was twenty five. And everywhere in between. Any road trip, and vacation, any time I moved into a new place, the dopp kit was with me.
Recently the ink on it began to run, and it was staining clothing if I kept it in my luggage
I threw it away today (and neglected to take a photo). An item with a memory, with a history.
It’s a silly thing to elogize, but reminds me of a short story I read in “A Whole New Mind”.
Staying overnight with friends, his sleep was disturbed by a vivid dream: a thief broke in, stole everything in the flat — then carefully replaced every single item with an exact replica.
“It felt so real,” he told his friends in the morning.
Horrified, uncomprehending, they replied, “But who are you”?
-Patrick Forsyth
Who are we if not the mass of our stuff?
If someone came into my bathroom and replaced my chap stick with an exact replica — whittled down to the place I have used it to, peeled the label to show the use — would I notice? Would the new chap stick have the same weight as the old chap stick?
Horrified, uncomprehending, they replied, “But who are you”?